Then and Now..

I was just going through my old posts, and there I stumbled across one of posts : 'My wants'...some things which I wanted back then, in 2008. Its more than 2 years now and I can see that I really do have most of the things that I wanted back then!


1.I wanted my own digital camera, which I have now! :-D (Yeah! Dads are supercool!!)
2.I wanted a new cellphone. I know how much I cribbed for a new one, and everytime I hoped that it should fall and break, best if by my Mom! Mean, I know, but then thats the best way to get a new cellphone without even getting a yelling or whatever! :-p.
Anyway, I now have a really nice phone. No more ''I-want-a-new-phone'' cribbings for another 2 years! See I am a good child!
3.I wanted a laptop. I am still using a desktop.
4.I wanted to change my wadrobe! Successful. To some extent! ;-)
5.I wanted kolhapuri chappals!!!!!!!!..Have them. Silver ones. No no, zyada 'jhatak' nahi hai !! :-p


So it actually feels good that I now have almost all the things that I wanted back then! So, what do I want now? Lets see:

1.I want to pack my bags and just go somewhere far away. Preferably to the North-east. I've always wanted to do that, and I will hopefully do it someday. I need a break. A break from studies, family, friends, 'good friend', people I know, things I know, Bombay. Basically almost everything. I want to go backpacking. Alone.

2.I want to go to Goa. Yes, again. This time with friends, under NO 'ADULT SUPERVISION'. I mean, we all are adults now, we dont need security guards!! I dont know why most of the parents freak out when they hear their child say ''I want to go to GOA!!'' I mean that place is really cool. [Yes yes Rosanne, I know you'll love me for this! ;-)]

3.I want second ear piercings. By the way, I got my nose piercing done! Like finally!

4.Chop my hair short. Like really short and crazy. Just chop it off!!!!!

5.Start working on a certain thing thats there somewhere in the back of my mind. I just need to kick start. Rest will follow I know! (Will disclose about this when the right time comes!)

6.Want to slap/punch SOMEONE really hard and ask ''WHAT IS THE MATTER WITH YOU? WHY DO I SENSE A WEIRD CHANGE IN YOU? WHY WHY WHY?''

7.Start learning a foreign language. Italian, preferably! :-)

8.Buy those 'purple boots'.

9.Steal Ma'am Mendes's wardrobe.

10.Make myself a more happy person! :-)

So, after 'evaluating' whatever I wrote that I want, some are materialistic but some arent. Some are achievable and some arent! My wants have increased and so has the level! Shows the change in me over these 2 years I guess. A drastic one.

PS: I know 'want 1' and 'want 2' are contradicting...but then, who cares! :-p

Since I love tags...

RULE 1- You can only say Guilty or Innocent.
RULE 2- You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks!
RULE 3- Copy and paste this into your notes, delete my answers, type in your answers and tag to your friends to answer this.

* Asked someone to marry you? Innocent
* Ever kissed someone of the same sex? Innocent
* Danced on a table in a bar? Innocent
* Ever told a lie? Guilty
* Had feelings for someone whom you can’t have back? Guilty
* Kissed a picture? Guilty
* Slept in until 5 PM? Guilty
* Fallen asleep at work/school? Guilty
* Held a snake? Innocent
* Been suspended from school? Innocent
* Worked at a fast food restaurant? Innocent
* Stolen from a store? Innocent
* Been fired from a job? Innocent
* Done something you regret? Innocent
* Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? Guilty
* Caught a snowflake on your tongue? Innocent
* Kissed in the rain? Innocent :-(, :-p
* Sat on a roof top? Guilty
* Kissed someone you should'nt? INNOCENT
* Sang in the shower? Guilty
* Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? Guilty
* Shaved your head? Innocent
* Had a boxing membership? Innocent
* Made a boyfriend cry? Innocent
* Been in a band? Innocent
* Shot a gun? Innocent
* Donated Blood? Innocent
* Eaten alligator meat? Innocent
* Eaten cheesecake? Guilty
* Still love someone you should'nt? Innocent
* Have/had a tattoo? Innocent
* Liked someone, but will never tell who? Innocent and Guilty
* Been too honest? Guilty
* Ruined a surprise? Guilty :-(
* Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you couldn’t walk afterward? Guilty :-p
* Erased someone in your friends list? Guilty
* Dressed in a woman’s clothes (if you’re a guy) or man’s clothes (if you’re a girl)? Innocent
* Joined a pageant? Innocent
* Been told that you’re handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said? Guilty, hopefully.
* Had communication with your ex? Innocent
* Got totally drunk on the night before exam? Innocent
* Got totally angry that you cried so hard? Guilty

Just came across this one on someone else's blog. Thought I shall pick it up and do it. Ya ya, I know, old habbit. :-p

You too can, if you want to :-)

Single se Ideal Man tak!

These days wherever I go, whoever I meet I am bombarded with just one question which irritates me to the core, and the million dollar question is

''So, are you single?''

Silence.

''So! You are not single? Who is the guy?''

Silence.

''Arey! Bol na! Its no big deal!''

But then I dont want to say whether I am single or not! The fact that I did not pull out THIS one topic clearly should make you realise that I dont want to tell you about my 'relationship' status. You dont say anything and they will assume! You say something and they will definitely assume! People I tell you.

So the other day, when I was on a girly nightout the same topic came up. Now they to some extent have an idea of what I am upto and where exactly I am heading or what is happening in 'my life', but when it comes to the spicy hot topic of 'relationship' status, they too are pretty much lost just the way I am. Now you know why there is a 'silence' followed after the ''are you single'' question, because I simply dont know. I dont know whether I am single or not, neither is there any effort from my side to know about it. With this I am cool, but with what I not-so-cool is that I DONT KNOW about this tiny bit of my life and which is very irritating. I am that kind of a person who needs to know everything, like EVERYTHING! So yes, this one bit is very irritating and annoying. But on the other hand I dont even want to explore. Confused ass! I know.

Anyway another very 'interesting' topic that usually comes up in such nightouts and which did come up in ours too was about 'MY IDEAL MAN'. I mean, all of us (girls) do think about 'that one guy' right? The one who will love us like crazy, will fight for us, will kill that villainous guy who eyes us, will sing for us or dance for us, will make romantic dinners and take us out for dates. When we'll be with them, we are the only one he will be looking at, will make us laugh,cant stand even one tear drop and all the other goodies that you can think of. Right? Mills and Boons. Very.

Even though aware of this ALL of us do picture our guy to be like this. (Now dont say..''huh! I dont!'', cuz you know YOU DO!). No harm though, just that we do face disappointment, because such a guy doesnt exist! Unfortunately, but true.

So realizing this, we start bitching about men, whether he be your brother or boyfriend or best friend. ''MEN ARE SUCH JERKS!''..cracks me up everytime I hear this one line! Haha! They dont seem to get anything. You need to be straightforward with them. ALL THE TIME! Yuck! The word 'hint' doesnt feature in their dictionary. Idiots.

Basically moral of the story is: no prince charming exists! Men are jerks! But still you need them. (Except if you are a lesbian! In that case, woman you are lucky, you love another very intelligent woman, and thus you dont have to go through what we go through.)

Anyway even though I know about all the 'harsh' reality and I mentioned some above, I still am waiting for my 'GERRY KENNEDY'. Just a little hope, that he may exist. Haha

I cannot think of a title because....

Life, in general is so simple. You have a set plan. You know what you will be doing for today, tomorrow and day after and so on...At least most of the things fall into the proper places, where they are meant to fall, and thoda bahut idhar-udhar toh chalta hi hai ;-p

What if there is a deviation, major or minor, but a deviation which has the potential to affect you and your life. Positive or negative or maybe both. Happens right? How do you cope up with that?

What if if that deviation is not any event, but just a thought or idea? Some thought that occupies your mind majorly! A thought that doesn't let other thoughts to fit in. A thought that you really want to get rid of, but it is just so demanding that it doesn't leave you. What then? Seriously! What then?

''I know you want me...you know I want ya!''

I want to! I dont want to! I mean I dont know!

Its not wrong...is it?