She met him a year back. One year and 3 months to be precise. In this one year, she met him almost everyday and spoke to him everyday and exchanged scraps and had online chats. Everyday.

Initially she just did not like him. Found him too fast and that annoyed her a lot. But he is like that. She did not know.

Calls. Ignored.

Messages. Ignored.

However she couldnt continue to ignore him (he was her best buddy's cousin!). So she met him. "Once!! only once i'll meet him, that too just for my friend."

She met him again.

And again. And again. And again....and again....

With all this happening, she did not even realise when she had fallen for him. He is the bad-guy. She is the saint. She likes bad boys. She wonders whether it will ever work out. Will it?

She doesnt know. He doesnt know.

As they say.."dil toh aakhir dil hai naa, meethi si mushkil hai naa..."

Rains

She was sitting on her window pane with a hot cup of coffee. It was raining outside. Heavily. She looked at the pouring rain and memories came rushing back to her...

"Baba...look rains! Water! yipppeeeeyyyy!! Please lets make a paper boat and sail it!!!"

"Maa maa....its raining..can i go out? please please!! See all my friends are getting wet!"

"Hello? Yeah hi, are you going to school? Shit ya its raining soo hard! I am toh bunking.."

"Listen, take your umbrella with you and dont get wet! I will not take you to the doctor if you fall sick!"

"Shivam...ready? one, two, three...splashhhhhhhhhh!!!!"

"Kya kar rahe ho tum log? This water is NOT good! you may get some infection!!"

"I love to get wet in the rains..."

"Sexy! Wassup? Arent you getting bored? Come out...lets meet! So what if its raining? Who cares? Apun ke pass gaadi hai naa!"

"Whhaaaattt!! She has come to college? Why on earth? Are you mad! Why did you come today? Its pouring cats and dogs! Go home....please! We want to sleep."

All this and more just came rushing back to her. She sipped her hot coffee and thought of those wonderful moments, those wonderful conversations. Rains are so so beautiful, she wondered whether any other day would also bring back these memories the way the rains did today.

Jinxed

This year has been jinxed for us. Bigtime.

First there was this whole TEACHER'S STRIKE. It went on for 45 days. Okay i know that the teacher's are fighting for something really important, but what nonsense why do we need to suffer? We never got proper holidays and now we wont have diwali vacations also! I mean if they would have closed the college for those 45 days then it would have been fine. BUT NO! We had unofficial lectures and now we will be having block lectures in the month of october, so basically NO HOLIDAYS! Plus being a psychology single major student, we have sooo much to do!! Specially practicals and those stupid university projects! I mean i would have really loved doing them provided our professors wouldnt have pressurized us and created so much tension for no reason!

Then second thing....SWINE FLU! I dont have to elaborate. This stupid thing ruined everything! I mean KALEIDOSCOPE got postponed! Kscope..postponed! (btw guys its happeneing from 17th nov to 22nd nov). Stupid swine flu and stupid people...masks! yuck!!

So I dont like this year! Too much to do, study and work but very little time. No time to breathe and i have soooo many problems to handle! :-(

I haven't been actively blogging for quite sometime now even though i had all the time in the world ( you know vacations!). Yes lazy me!! But now i have decided that i will keep updating the blog whenever time permits! yay!!

Anyway some really really good things have happened to me in the past few months. I met my closest buddy ( yes Shivam is back!). I also got through Psychology single major (yeah i wanted it sooo much!). Kaleidoscope work will begin soon and I have adopted a puppy ( but i am not allowed to bring him home, street puppy..so I feed him regularly and I call him Chucky but my friends dont like that name! but as if I care I call him Chucky anyway!)

And now some not so good things....I have a really really tight schedule.My college timetable is horrible and the portion is vast, never-ending and we cannot leave anything! :-(
And my Coffee is going to Norway! I will miss you sooo much :-( No words can express how much that sooo much is!

PS: This is my 50th post! :-D

tricky tag!

The reason why i like to do tags is that i dont have to make up anything...i need to think but i know what to write! (Did you understand? hehe)

Anyway GENTLE WHISPERS has tagged me this time and i have to say that this one is a little tricky! Okay lets try...

1 is the rank that everyone wish to achieve! (uh so lame! dint know what to write!)

2 is the number of coordinators left in Team Despatch :-(

3 is that time in the afternoon when i do nothing..absolutely nothing!!

4 is the time when there is a powercut..everyday! (angry!)

5 marks is what i had got once in my math test...hehe! I laugh about it now but trust me when i had got those marks it was killing me!

6 is the time in the evening when I go for my evening walk.

7 is the year when i had celebrated my birthday in train...it was bad! :-(

8 is the number of people there in our 'bong-gang'....we have fun..some serious fun :-D

9th is the month of the year when KALEIDOSCOPE happens! :-D

10 pm is my deadline! i have to be back at home by 10 pm...though a little here and there happens all the time...but that is the set deadline! :-(


This tag is soooo sooo tricky! I had to think soo much and some of them dont make sense also! hehe

I am tagging ANURAG,BABBI and PJ.

Well this is FUN!! :-D

Change

Change is an essential theme of life. Accepted. But what if we could avoid it? Life would have been so so simple and easy.

I dont want people around me to change, I dont want things around me to change, I dont want the circumstances to change.

I dont want YOU to change. I dont want anything to change.