Friday, August 8, 2008

Hollow

Its raining hard..
everything is soo gloomy and dark.
so is my heart..
but y?

i am torn between what my heart is telling me to do and what my mind is telling me to do!
i am very very confused...clueless about life.
about myself.

i am simply losing grip


losing gravity


losing MYSELF..!!

but i ask---For what?Why am i doing this to myself?
Alas!!IF i could answer.

12 comments:

pj said...

happens yaar...trust me i m goin thru hell too....but then u kno everything will be okay the next day u wake up..as if nothin really happend the previous day!....or sometyms it may take some time fr thngs to get bttr...and then u'll find all the answers, they'll just come walkin to u....
mayb it'll take a while but ur questions will b answered, for sure....don worry..:)

That Woman said...

@ pj

thnx girl...i hope i come out of this weird situation..i just dont like it! =(

pj said...

trust me girl, u will!..:D:D...give it some time!...:D

Scribblers Inc said...

lose yourself in the music...

Scribblers Inc.

That Woman said...

@ scribblers

sure sir!! =)

Unknown said...

i remember the first time u had commented on my blog .. it was a post about a similar confusion and to be honest i was in doubt if u understood the true essence of the matter .... as they say life is sifer ... it always goes in circles ... yes its quite normal to have these phases of confusion a lot of times during such phases u actions are not coherent with the self that you have known or rather thought u had known ... the simplest trick to overcome this is to realise tht self is not a fixed entity ( as we always say " I AM LIKE THIS .. I AM LIKE THAT " ) rather treat it as a dynamic entity constantly changing .....
these phases are neccessary ....
cheers

That Woman said...

@ nutee's

i agree that they are necessary...but then they nvr leave u feeling gr8...i hate these phases of confusion..!!but i guess nothing much can be done..have to live with it!

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That Woman said...

@ ray

thnx a lot!!
i will definitely check out the site! =)

WarmSunshine said...

it happens... i guess at those points we call the turning points of our lives...
u'v portrayed it well
keep up the good work :)
a hug from pakistan ... :)

That Woman said...

@ warmsunshine

i guess these are the 'silly-but-important' phases of evryone's life!

thank u soo much for ur comment and the hug!yay! :D

That Woman said...

@ warmsunshine

i guess these are the 'silly-but-important' phases of evryone's life!

thank u soo much for ur comment and the hug!yay! :D