GO GOA...

At the beginning of this year i prayed to god that i anyhow want to go to goa this year..ANYHOW..with ANYBODY!

And look...god granted my wish!During the diwali break i went to goa with my friends!!Though it was organised by college,we had loads of fun!!Goa is seriously a graet place and the beaches are just amazing.The best beach i found was THE VAGATOR BEACH...oh it feels like heaven there.The water is actually BLUEEE and its just awesome!The best thing was when we reached vagator the local guide asked us :

"Aapko Vagator beach mein kidhar janaa hai?Veg section mein ya non-veg section mein?"
Our professor replied : "nahi nahi hum hotel mein lunch karenge.."
Guide : "nahi madam main khane ki baat nahi kar raha hu...woh kya hai naa veg section mein sab Indian log jataa hai un logo ko non veg section pasand nahi...udhar sab FAREN (foriegn) log kamti kapda peheke ghumta hai!! toh aap kidhar jaayega?"
Our professor amused :"aaa..hum dekhenge..aap araam kijiye!"

It was sooo funny,we all just couldnt stop laughing!The food there is amazing,specially the beachside shacks!!The shopkeeprs did give us a tough time because they obviously eyed the foriegn tourists for obvious reasons...but we were no less we know how to bargain..afterall we are compulsive colaba causeway and linking road shoppers!!hehe
Things in goa and mumbai are quite similar so i dint buy many many things!But i bought my first dress...which is just sooo pretty! :D

We stayed at MAPPLE VIVA in CALANGUTE which is an amazing hotel.Three girls were allotted one room which had two bedrooms...and both the rooms had AC and television and all the other necessities.Ofcourse ISHANI,SHAILEE and I were in the same room and we had a blast!Everynight we went off to sleep by 3 am and before that we kept chatting,clicking pictures and danced and laughed like mad!!

Oh those few days were amazing!!
Thank you sooo much God for fulfilling my wish!I love you! :D

PS : our journey to goa was BAD...but the stay over there compensated it! :D

STOP IT!!

Thats all i can say about the cruelity done by man against another man.
I feel helpless...lost...angry!

What fun do these terrorists get by killing innocent people?What kind of mentality do they have...they have full meal and then get up easily and start shooting at people as if they were nothing!

I dont understand them and nor do i wish to.

I want all this to stop...i want PEACE!


PS : how i wish god would grant my wish.

tag tag tag!

yeah i have been tagged again...love you PJ for this.
I guess my love for tags is never ending..hehe!!

Anyway here i go...

1)IF YOUR LOVER BETRAYED YOU,WHAT WILL YOUR REACTION BE?
A)if he betrays me...well i'll let him go.forgive him because if that'll make him happy then why not?afterall i love him!

2)IF YOU CAN HAVE A DREAM COME TRUE,WHAT WOULD IT BE?
A)right now...to get a psychology single major (cant really think of anything else..that is the main priority in my life right now..and it is damn DIFFICULT!..GOSH I SOUND GEEKY!)

3)WHOSE BUTT WOULD YOU LIKE TO KICK?
A)chidambaram...inflation i tell you!

4)WHY DO YOU BLOG?
A)because i like to.i mean this is the place where i can put in my thoughts and feelings without thinking twice...friggin' freedom ya!

5)WILL YOU FALL IN LOVE YOUR BEST FRIEND?
A)my best friend (rather best friendS...2!)..they are girls ya!and hell yes i am STRAIGHT!

6)WHICH IS MORE BLESSED:LOVING SOMEONE OR BEING LOVED BY SOMEONE?
A)being loved by someone anytime!trust me its beautiful.

7)HOW LONG DO YOU INTEND TO WAIT FOR SOMEONE YOU LOVE?
A)i can wait for that SOMEONE for life.trust me on this.

8)IF THE PERSON YOU SECRETLY LIKE IS ATTACHED,WHAT WILL YOU DO?
A)i guess i will still keep liking him because i like him doesnt mean that even he has to like me back...its my conscious decision.liking someone is not exactly liking some garment that if its taken you have to forget about it!

9)IF YOU COULD ROOT FOR ONE SOCIAL CAUSE,WHAT WOULD IT BE?
A)stop GLOBAL WARMING!save the earth!and one more thing..stop female infanticide..girls are beautiful,best creation of god..please give them a chance to live!

10)WHAT TAKES YOU DOWN THE FASTEST?
A)psychophants!

11)WHAT RESURRECTS YOU THE FASTEST?
A)a small chat with my friends..some humor,gossip!hehe

12)WHAT'S YOUR FEAR?
A)losing the people i love!! :(

13)WHAT KIND OF PERSON DO YOU THINK THE PERSON WHO TAGGED YOU IS?
A)PJ....she is totally so like me!!we kinda share same taste for many things!
dont we PJ? she also shares her initials with one my closest friends..thats wjy i like her even more..hehe!

14)WOULD BE RATHER SINGLE AND RICH OR MARRIED AND POOR?
A)i would choose to be married,rich and HAPPY!hehe

15)WHATS THE FIRST THING YOU DO WHEN YOU WAKE UP?
A)when i am totally awake...i comb my hair ( i am just too fussy when it comes to my hair..!hehe)

16)IF YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH TWO PEOPLE SIMULTANEOUSLY WHO WILL YOU PICK?
A)i dont like this question!..by the way i dont think i will ever fall in love with two people simultaneously...but who knows about the future?hehe

17)WOULD YOU GIVE ALL IN A RELATIONSHIP?
A)a firm committment is all i want.but i also believe in the institution of marriage!so i wont give ALL in a relationship!many dont agree with me..but i DONT CARE!

18)WOULD YOU FORGIVE AND FORGET SOMEONE NO MATTER HOW HORRIBLE A THING HE HAS DONE?
A)yeah!i always do that...because i believe that someday that person will realise how hurt i was and thus will be guilty!there is no point in having grudge against a person!..i am such a saint...hahahaa!!

19)DO YOU PREFER BEING SINGLE OR IN A RELATIONSHIP?
A)i bet being in a relationship is great..maybe nothing better than that!
but right now i am single and even this is nice because if i am with a person i dont love and just like then i will feel claustrophobic...and i dont want to take any chance!
so i dont mind waiting....actually waiting for that SOMEONE special...every moment spent is just wonderful...it is soooo unpredictable and thats the fun...i totally love it! :D

20)TAG 6 people
actually this is a nice tag so i sont want to tag just 6 people...i tag anyone who wishes to do this tag!


PS: my views on love,relationships are quite ancient..but again as if i care!!!

LIT....

This year somehow my love for english literature seemed to fade away...and ofcourse i wasnt very pleased with this.Somehow i got swept away with the idea that poetry is very difficult to understand and interpret (duh..how did this thought even hit me..providing poetry is something that i just LOVE to do!).Maybe this was because somehow i chose to remain passive during the literature lectures...ideas and thoughts juggling in my mind..ddnt provide an outlet and secondly maybe because of one of the professors!I dont like her approach towards literature and thus ofcourse her way of teaching!..But ofcourse our other professor is just awesome and i guess its because of her and her perspective towards the subject and the way she deals with it..that my LOVE for this very subject is resumed!

I am happy!yay..!!
Thankyou soooo much ma'am! :D

back to BLACK

I am back to my old blog template!

And i am back to studies aswell..hardly 18 days left and this time exams are gonna be tough!They'll mark us strictly and ofcourse our second year marks will play an important role in deciding our single major subject in third year!!

Tomorrow i have a psychology test.
I am not done with the lesson! :(

running back to books..!

love,
neha.

TAGGED AGAIN!

GENTLEWHISPERS tagged me this time.

I like to do tags! =)

I AM : sad right now...kscope is over! =(

I THINK : i will fall into trouble if i dont start studying (i know it sounds geeky..but hell i dint open my books since july!!)

I WANT : to have an ice-cream (fer-rocher,gelato!..yummyyyy!!!)

I HAVE : to buy a gift for my friend.her birthday was on 9th!shame on me!

I WISH : i dint have to wake up early tomorrow morning!

I HATE : irresponsible people.

I MISS : K'scope!

I FEAR : of getting black-listed (which i dont think i will...but the very thought of it scares me!)

I FEEL : sleepy!?

I HEAR : my mom yelling at me to sleep!

I CRAVE : right now..ice-cream!

I SEARCH : for the contingent list of outstation colleges in the kscope account!

I REGRET : my decision of letting him know that i like him?!

I LOVE : my mommie!..i stayed away for a week..and i missed her! :(

I CARE : for my parents and all my loved ones!

I AM NOT : the bitchy types!

I BELIEVE : in GOD.

I DANCE : everytime.I just returned from my rehearsals.i lurve to dance!

I SING : just for myself.

I CRY : very easily..!

I FIGHT : when i am irritated...usually only with mom!..otherwise i am a saint..hehe!

I WIN : hearts.atleast i choose to believe that.

I LOSE : i dont know!i hate to lose ANYTHING!!

I NEVER : interfere in others' life.

I ALWAYS : daydream.

I CONFUSE : what i like and what i love.

I LISTEN : to music whenever i get time!..the genres differ bigtime.

I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND : at college or home!

I AM SCARED : of not getting a psychology single major in TY! :(

I AM HAPPY ABOUT : right now everything...as i told my friend the other day :"i think things are falling into right places"!!

I tag PJ!!! :D

kScOpE kScOpE !!!

So KALEIDOSCOPE 2008 is coming!! I am soo damn excited.The responses this year is as usual amazing and ofcourse the workforce is doing a great job!

This year i have been selected as the DESPATCH COORDINATOR and so i can now enter the DEN (the place where all the kscope work happens!).This one place is like a madhouse!This is the place where all the creativity comes out,we make new friends and DEN is the most colourful place i have ever seen in my life!

Being in DESPATCH I am always glued to the phone (i have now started hating the telephone..trust me on this! :p).The DESPATCH team rocks!In all there are 6 girls in this team NEHA,RADHIKA (bountra),PURNIMA (purni),DENISE,SONAL and I (Nj--that is neha junior,as one of my senior co-ord's name is also neha!...can i ban this name now!please!hehe).

The other teams are the LITERARY ARTS,FINE ARTS,PERFORMING ARTS,INFORMALS,AFTER 8,SPONSER PUB,PUBLIC RELATIONS,SALES AND MARKETING,GIFTS AND REQUIREMENTS,RESOURSES,LOGISTICS,WORKSHOPS,FUNFAIR,PHOTOGRAPHY,SO CREATIVE,TECHNICALS,ACCOUNTING,SOUVENIERS,SECURITY!!Huge workforce and loads of work to do,but seriously its just too much fun!!!The EXECUTIVE COMMITTEE rocks aswell..!!

I am loving every single moment of kscope preparations!
All the calls i make and all the calls i get,all the tension and all the exictement.....this feels soo sooooo good!! =)

cheers to kscope!!!


PS : i still havent managed to learn the new kscope clap..its cool but complicated!!

love,
neha

Hollow

Its raining hard..
everything is soo gloomy and dark.
so is my heart..
but y?

i am torn between what my heart is telling me to do and what my mind is telling me to do!
i am very very confused...clueless about life.
about myself.

i am simply losing grip


losing gravity


losing MYSELF..!!

but i ask---For what?Why am i doing this to myself?
Alas!!IF i could answer.

happy friendship day!!

"Friendship isn't about whom you have known the longest...
who came first or who cares the best...
but its all about who came and never left.."

Friends are an integral part of our lives.I cant even dream of a 'friendless' life (is that proper english?..dunno!hehe)

I have always maintained the fact that i know loads of people but i have few friends,and i like it that way! :)

Anyway i want to thank all my friends today for everything they have done for me!(i know i shouldnt thank them..afterall they are my FRIENDS!!..but i will..lil weird when it comes to what i want to do!hehe)

so here i go..

ANISHA (Anni) : thanx for nothing!
thanx for never picking up my calls and then calling me back and yelling at me for never calling you!!!Thanx for an extremely entertaining 9th and 10th standard in school..thanx for all the silly fights we had and still have..hehe!!

NOEL (NO-heal) : thanx for always supporting me and telling me 'Neha you are wrong" in your own unique way!By the way you are the only one who actually threatens me with slaps..but i looovvveee it! =)

SUPRIYA (suppi/suppu/super-priya) : thanx for never reaching anywhere on time!one late latif!!Thanx for the long long walks from tution to home!Thanx for hinting my crush soooo much that apparently he landed up realising that i liked him..IDIOT!hehe..and please come back fast..SANGLI accha nahi hai yaar! =(

SHIVAM (soorma): thanx for hitting me innumerable times for nothing!Thanx for treating us with MEWAD ICE-CREAMS,at jhama and forcing us to have the roadside 'haathwalaa ganna juice' hehe!Thanx for breaking my pencil box (yes i still crib over that issue!).You too please please come back ASAP!

HARSH : we were never great friends in school,but now we are GOOD friends!Thanx for giving all the support i needed! =)

MOON DIDI : i know i call her didi but she is one of my CLOSE friend!I can share every good or bad secret of my life with her!!the best thing about her is that she never judges anyone!My encyclopedia!!...THANX!!

ISHANI (ishu) : thanx for listening to me for hours!!Thanx for keeping me alive during those never ending boring lectures by continuously passing comments under your breath!!hehe

SHAILEE (shail/shailu) : thanx for helping me come out of my shell and explore things!!and also thanx for bearing my yak-yak!you are and will remain my official photographer for life!!hehe...and legal advisor!..FOR FREE!

RONNIE : thanx for your never ending Pjs!lovve uuu!!

SHUBHO : thanx just like that!hehe

ABHISHEK(saiLOO),NISHANT(bhaiyaa),SOUMYA,LAKSHMI(unni),JINU(bojhe) and AMOGH(player) : building friends...thanx for those wonderful new year parties..and vella-giri that we do during vacations!hehe

THE WHOLE 10TH A batch : for making middle school fun!!

POOJA J : my PJ...thanx for clearing my never ending math and physics doubts !! =)

DWAIPAYAN(dwai): thanx for everything! =)

MADDY : thanx for introducing me to coffee...but i dont like it!Do whatever i will never like coffee!!hehe..thanx for bearing me for hours together!..i just dont understand how you dont get bored! =p

THANKS TO ALL OF YOU!
love you all like hell..mwwwwaaaaaahhhhh!!!

"So many hands in one tiffin box...
so mnay friends on one bench...
so many calls on one birthday night..
so many tears for one little fight...
FRIENDS are the best part of our life..."

PS: this is no speech for winning an award.

???

'You say life is a dream where we cant say what we mean..'

I sometimes wonder,can we always express our point of view?Can we always say what we want?Can we always do whatever we want?

I guess we cannot.
And i wonder why?

I want to know it from all of you out there...do you also agree with me that we ALWAYS cannot express ourselves and do whatever we want!
I want to know why?..Why such rules are imposed on us?We are individuals,have our own life.Dont we have the right to live it the way we want to?Then why seek permission?Then why answer to the zillion questions asked to us by people who we dont even like?Why do stuff that will please others?...why why why...???

JAANE TU YA JAANE NAA....

Time :8 am
Subject:ECONOMICS

concentration status : will we get the tickets?

Time :8:50 am
Subject:PSYCHOLOGY

concentration status : will we get the tickets?can we reach there on time?

So much was my enthusiasm to watch JAANE TU YA JAANE NAA...
As soon as our psycho lecture got ovr we all rushed towards the gate!And then waited and waited and waited so that the traffic got cleared and we could cross the road (PEDDER ROAD traffic is BAD!).
It was already 10 minutes to 10 and we were still waiting for the cab!!!And i was in no mood to miss the begining of the film!Anyway we reached there by 10,bought the tickets and rushed through the security and then into the theatre!The promo of ROCK ON was on..(i wanna watch that film too..hehe..farhan akhtar!!)

Anyway about the film...its a nice film,very MUMBAIYA..the way the actors have dressed up,the way they talk..people out here are like that!So we can identify with them upto some extent!No 'jhatak' clothes,no dramatic dialogues!The songs are brilliant (very subjective!).I liked the character of ADITI.
A very fresh film,young and vibrant.And IMRAN KHAN is soooo cute!hehe
A.R.Rahman's music is so different and fresh!

They have covered practically whole of mumbai...XAVIER'S,MARINE DRIVE et al.
But as it is BOLLYWOOD there were a few bogus things also..like in the end JAI (imran khan) rides a horse from NARIMAN POINT to ANDHERI so that he can stop ADITI from going to AMERICA...i mean wat did the director think...MUMBAI people will not watch the film?HORSE RIDE---nariman point to andheri 'halwa hai kya?'hehe.Then a dead nassirrudin shah dancing and talking and all that blah blah blah!

No conclusion can be drawn from the film.But its worth to watch once with friends.A light romatic comedy!

TAGGED once again....

This time i've been tagged by DE-SCRIBE!!

Thank you! =)

So here i go with 6 spectacular quirks of mine..(spectacular??..eh-huh!!)

1)I love to buy shoes.I buy shoes first and then buy clothes which go with it...usually its vice-versa!hehe

2)I looovvveee TOM and JERRY.Can watch it anytime!

3)I had a huge crush on DAVID BECKHAM at one point of time,and my official address was : BECKHINGHAM PALACE,HERTFORDSHIRE,ENGLAND!hehe

4)I hate rotis.I eat rice.

5)I so much want to have an upper ear piercing and a nose piercing!!Aah..if only i could... =(

6)I hate MISSED CALLS!I mean hello..if u want to talk then please call..i never have balance to call anyone and that frustrates me!I never give anyone MISSED CALLS either,i always call...PCO/landline zindabad!!!


will tag people later!!!Got to hit the bed!
god i hate to sleep soo early!! =(

little by little

We the people fight for our existence
We don't claim to be perfect
But we're free
We dream our dreams alone
With no resistance
Fading like the stars we wish to be

You know I didn't mean
What I just said
But my God woke up
On the wrong side of his bed
And it just don't matter now

Cos little by little
We gave you everything
You ever dreamed of
Little by little
The wheels of your life
Have slowly fallen off
Little by little
You have to give it all in all your life
And all the time I just ask myself why
You're really here

True perfection has to be imperfect
I know that that sounds foolish but it's true
The day has come
And now you'll have to accept
The life inside your head we give to you

You know I didn't mean
What I just said
But my God woke up
On the wrong side of his bed
And it just don't matter now

Cos little by little
We gave you everything
You ever dreamed of
Little by little
The wheels of your life
Have slowly fallen off
Little by little
You have to give it all in all your life
And all the time I just ask myself why
You're really here
Hey

Little by little
We gave you everything
You ever dreamed of
Little by little
The wheels of your life
Have slowly fallen off
Little by little
You had to give it all in all your life
And all the time I just ask myself why
You're really here
Why am I really here?
Why am I really here?


love this song...great lyrics!!!..OASIS..LITTLE BY LITTLE! =)

rains..

Yes the rains are back!!After the hot hot summer its definitely great to have fun of this natural shower.My most peaceful moment is when i sit on my bed and look out of the window (no coffee or tea for me!).The noise of the heavy rains is like music to my ears.I just sit back and love to imagine things and remember the good old days when I,SUPRIYA and SHIVAM used to get wet during rains almost everyday!Even though we used to carry umbrellas and raincoats we never used them.We deliberately splashed the dirty water on each other (by stamping ofcourse..and i know it sounds dirty,but trust me with friends it is FUN!!).Everyday shivam had 'garam vadapav' and i and suppu had 'samosapav with green chutney!'.We were such brats!It used to take me around 1.5 hours to reach home,whereas my tution was just 15 minutes from my house!

Be it whatever,those lovely days cant be replaced!Rain will come and go but that year's rain was so so so special.I never realised it then,but now when i sit back and remember shiver runs down my body..as now i know that that particular year,that particular rain will never come back!NEVER!!

But i know we all need to move on and so have I...

Another thing that i have learnt about rains is that its not just about about going out and getting wet with friends,but its all about realising how much joy one gets from doing it.Its about realising the bond,the love,the romance....

my trip to kolkata

This trip was so far my best trip to kolkata.Ofcourse there are many reasons..like my cousin anubhav's POYEETE (thread ceremony)...the whole family came together for the occassion and i was introduced to many relatives i dint even know belonged to our family!hehe.Worst thing is when they kept asking me "do you remember me?" and i was like "aaaaa???"!!!Then i made new friends!fought with the VODAFONE people!(bad bad bad service!)...came across wierdos etc etc!...but in all it was a loooonnnggg and a nice trip!MISSING KOLKATA now...and i am missing U SWEETS!!!!

i am back!!!

Seriously it feels soo good to be back!!I was really missing my blog!
I lovvveee youuu!!!!mmmuuuaaahhhhzz!!!hehe

27 DRESSES and RACE

My vacations have started and all i can do now is hangout with friends,golden oppurtunity to relax because after few days i'll be leaving for kolkata and over there with all the family visits its just impoosible to sit back and enjoy.So the best thing now to do is watch few films,i saw 2 of them.On 17th i went for 27 dresses at STERLING with Shailee and Ishani (ok so i was giving them a movie treat..hehe).The film is pretty good,its a total chickflick.You dont learn anything from the film but one can go to watch it for pure entertainment.We had lunch at PIZZA HUT and then back home! =)

Then last friday i saw RACE with Supriya,Shivam,Pooja Sheth and Rohit (he is Pooja's friend).It was soo much fun.I Suppu and Shivam met after 3 months!None of us have changed.It was sooo nice to be with them again.Anyway we went for RACE (shivam's idea!hehe).The film was pretty good,not excellent but worth watching once.I liked the songs,they had a negative vibe...KISS ME KISS ME TOUCH ME TOUCH ME...hahahaha!!!

Then we went to Mcdonalds to grab a bite of burger and shivam wanted to have ice cream!(chocolate fudge!yummmyyy...unfortunately i couldnt have it as i have cold!duh!!!).In all it was an awesome day!I had great fun!!! =)

my wantS.......

There are so many things that I want (ofcourse all materialistic!).I wont deny that i am a materialistic girl who loves materialistic comforts (to an extent okay!).So my list of WANTS goes like this:

1.I want my own digital camera (not dad's)!right now i am using nikon's old fashioned camera...too expensive :(
2.I want a new cellphone.Its been 2 years and i am still using my nokia 6020 handset!enough is enough :p
3.I want a laptop.Okay its my fault that i own a desktop,my dad did offer me to buy a laptop...i denied! what was i thinking back then?
4.I want to change my wadrobe!
5.I want kolhapuri chappals!!!!!!!!..haha!

See my demands are not much!The basic ones..heehee!!!Lets see when i'll get all these.
I'll be going to kolkata for my vacations,it'll be fun hopefully.

Love,
neha.

TaGgeD!!!!!

Okay so to be honest i did not know what exactly meant by 'you've been TAGGED!'
Anyway after doing some research (i am sooo much dependent on google..gosh!) i learned the meaning of tagged!
So Gentlewhispers tagged me!
Anyway let me start...

8 THINGS I AM PASSIONATE ABOUT

1.Dancing : can start grooving on any kind of music!I just love to dance!!
2.Painting
3.Music : love to listen to songs and i also like to sing! though i am a pathetic singer i like to entertain myself...aaaa....sometimes!
4.Google : am i sounding geeky?...hey no one can do without this search engine!atleast i cant.
5.Harry Potter : :)
6.Collecting books : i read them or not i just love to buy books!
7.Psychology
8.Window shopping : okay i know thats weird!...hehe

8 THINGS TO DO BEFORE I DIE
1.world tour with FRIENDS!
2.learn to sing
3.learn to play the guitar
4.adventure sports again with friends
5.three piercings in my right ear and two in my left ear!
6.want my picture to be displayed on the cover page of TIMES MAGAZINE..am i asking for a lot??...guess not! ;)
7.meet DANIEL RADCLIFFE!
8.own a house on the shores of PHUKET...lovely!

8 PLACES TO SEE BEFORE I DIE
1.Ladakh
2.Paris
3.New York
4.Australia
5.Greece
6.Italy
7.London
8.Phuket

8 THINGS I SAY OFTEN
1.What the hell
2.This is not fair
3.Why the hell am i telling this to you?
4.I know!!
5.What do you think i am huh?
6.yeah...maybe!
7.Oh did i tell you..?
8.What are you saying?..really?

8 BOOKS I HAVE READ RECENTLY
1.Harry Potter and the deathly hallows
2.Pygmalion
3.The importance of being earnest
4.Animal farm
5.Ghashiram kotwal
6.Godfather
7.The kite runner
8.The fountainhead

8 SONGS I LIKE TO LISTEN OVER AND OVER AGAIN
1.Why does it always rain on me-Travis
2.My eyes-Travis
3.Closer-Travis
4.Love will come through-Travis
5.I am with you-Avril
6.I'll be there for you-The Remembrandts
7.Chaandni raatein-Various artists
8.Chaand taare-Yess boss

8 THINGS THAT ATTRACT US TO OUR FRIENDS
1.No attidude
2.honesty
3.Sincerety
4.Patience
5.Sense of humour
6.Helpful
7.Responsible
8.Totally mad! :)

8 people i tag to take this up

brain biryani
surabhi
daydreams
suneet
Pj
sharanya
xorkes
mansi

LAST DAY OF FYBA!

I didnt realise how fast this year passed away!!

This year was great for me...first i got into SOPHIA's,met these 2 fantastic girls...SHAILEE and ISHANI...2 friends!(yes FRIENDS!),started loving english literature and psychology (though same cannot be said about eco! :(..hehe)...got the oppurtunity to learn under excellent professors! And yeah met more new people! And yes i fell in LOVE...with SOPHIA!

I love my college!yay!!!!

I have enjoyed each and everyday of FYBA so far...hope that same will happen in SYBA!!!

PS: I wrote this post on 29th feb...now this day'll come only after 4 yrs!...how lucky we are..arent we?!..lol!

BLANK

SAD

HAPPY

CRY

LAUGH

SING

YELL

LISTEN

NUMB.....all this is what i am feeling right now.....PUNCH ME!seriously i am feeling so weird from within...totally hollow!WHY?WHY????...can somebody answer me??

(By the way let me tell you that i am sane,no intentions of transforming into an insane young girl with an old soul!!!)

I am rite now listening to...SOMETHING PRETTY by patrick park!

Here I am,where i've been,

I've walked a hundred miles in tobacco skin,

And my clothes are worn and gritty,

And i know ugliness,

Now show me something pretty,

I was a dumb punk kid with nothing to lose,

And too much weight for walking shoes

I could have died from being boring,

As for loneliness,

She greets me everymorning.....

one great day....

15th feb '08...its just me who knows how i managed to reach college....train was late...then obviously it was packed!...then 28 no. bus was late..(thats ok...i am used to it)and then i was getting late for my lec!!I ran like crazy to reach my lecture room but guess wat i found...NO LECTURE!!!...just imagine..i was like..."WAT THE HELL"!!!!...and yes i dint have ne lecture throughtout the day!damn..and i was waiting for the film..GHASHIRAM KOTWAL...(part of our english literature syllabus!!!)....the film was a torture,believe me if u want to punish someone badly show them this fim....we all left after act1..it was soooo bad!!!...cynnie i'll nvr forgive u for wat u did to us.... :(....but while we waited for the film....we did some crazy stuff aswell....like clicking pics....hehe!!!...it was fun...nd yeah i also had fun teasing amuda...ohh she is soo sweet...just tell..AMU CHENNAI...nd she goes red...lols!!!..but y she reacts like this....wont tell u.Bite me!

will u be my valentine???

I wish you could be mine
I have waited for you all this time.
Your beauty,your love,your charm,
I will make sure that no one causes you any harm.
I'll be your breath,I'll be your heartbeat,
There will be magic once our souls meet.
My love for you is divine and pure,
You are THE ONE I am sure.
Oh!dear this is not just a line....
But seriously I want to ask you....
Will you be my VALENTINE???

TURN OFFS???!!

Ok orkut asks me what can turn me off!The thing is i myself dunno what exactly can turn me off when and where.....but there are a few things which do turn me off....so...SHOOT!!!

HYPOCRITES....disgusting bunch of people!I dont have to elaborate!

SNOBS...i know its good to be proud of oneself but why the hell does one has to carry it on their nose and walk!!

WANNABES...omg!those who try to be someone else...look cool when they are not!duh...dont they realise that they look funny?

PEOPLE WHO HATE PEOPLE WHO HAVE BAD ENGLISH/VOCABULARY...ohh hello!...excuse me but why is dere a need to hate someone just because he/she doesnt know proper english,those who belong to this category.....i just wanna throw one question to them....HOW GOOD ARE YOU WITH HINDI???....bang!!!!shame on you!

THOSE WHO GO ON LOOKS....dont you think thats too bad???Being friends with the best looking people out dere and actually losing out on those who can be actually called as friends?OR likikng/loving someone just cuz he/she is pretty....bad!!!i hate such people!

PEOPLE WHO SPEAK SLOW....aaahhh y?????I get headache when such people start talking!wats the need to speak so slowly?c'mom talk fast but clear!!!

PEOPLE WHO ASK UNNECESSARY QUESTIONS....dats specially during a lecture...its sooo damn evident that they do this inorder to grab attention....wierdos...!!!

PEOPLE WHO LAUGH,GIGGLE,TALK...while a lec is on....shameless people...its ok if they dont have interest in the subject and evryone knows that they are there just for the attendence...but atleast respect the professor out there!...i feel like slapping them!

THOSE WITH HEAVY AMERICAN ACCENT....i dont understand how do some people have this strong american accent while they've spent their whole life in india....nd yeah they dont even have any distant relative staying in sri lanka!!!...and the best part is their vocab ahem ahem...!!!

"WE ONLY WEAR BRANDS"...u get plenty fashionable stuff in colaba causway aswell....trust me u'll save money...brand isnt evrything!!!

SYCHOPHANTS....no identity of their own....wagging their tail behind someone else....LOSERS!

PEOPLE WHO SPIT ON ROADS....bad...yuck yuck!!!

THOSE WHO DONT TAKE BATH REGULARLY....and rely on perfumes....please please stay away from me!!!...i may tell it on ur face how much u are stinking!!!!

THOSE WHO USE THE WRDS ...f***,b*****.....nd all those wrds which belong to the same genre as they consider it cool and hep!...duh....they sound disgusting!

THOSE WHO KEEP CHEWING CHEWING-GUM....they look like cows!!...hehe

THOSE WHO START THEIR SENTENCE...with...hey baby wassup??....duh...up there is hair,ceiling and above that is the sky...happy??

THOSE WHO FLIRT....the vry first time u meet them.....c'mon guys shud realise that everyone cant be JOEY!!!!...heehee...(BTW if u dont know who JOEY is...please watch F.R.I.E.N.D.S!!!)

THOSE WHO LET OUT MY SECRET!...shoot them...!!!!

THOSE WHO FREQUENTLY USE THE LINE....i love you baby....the more u use,the more u r making it clear that u dont love him/her!!!...its not meant to use just like that...it has its own importance!!!

PEOPLE WITH YELLOW PALMS.....just shows that they dont wash their hands properly after eating...eeewww!!!!

THOSE WHO STICK TO THEIR CELLPHONES....while they are out with their other friends....i mean its soooo bad!!!!....damn it!feel like punching them!

PEOPLE WHO DONT VALUE OTHERS.....duh...wat gud r u?

THOSE WHO DONT LET OTHERS SPEAK...and keep talking crap!..i need a cellotape so that i can seal their mouth!!!

there is soo much more that turn me off....but for now only this much.....heehee!!!

OH MY GOD!!!!!!

Never thought in my dreams that chamiya will go and propose someone!!!!It came as a big shock to me....and look whom she proposed...the same guy whom she regarded as her brother when his friend went up to her with his proposal...yes i m talking about Mr.V (best thing is that he turned her down...lol)!!!!...hehe!She is a bold girl and no one is unaware of this fact,and everybody knew why she dresses up in this particular fashion,why she talks and walks in the particular CHAMIYAish type of fashion.....ofcourse guys!But she always said that she doesnt wanna have a 'boyfriend' and that she is a girl with 'principles'....where did all these go now????I am not pointing a finger at her but i am merely wondering that why did she put on this fake mask of this very gud girl (though evrybody out there knows wat she is like!) when she is just like any other teenager!?I hate such hypocrisy!!!!I mean have the courage to be what U r!!!I found all this really funny when i heard it,actually anybody who knows both chamiya and Mr.V will find it crazy nad funny!But i really feel sry for this friend of mine who really,very genuinely likes chamiya!(dunno y...he knows what chamiya is like!...but still that moron wont budge!)..whatever happens he will definitely learn about this incident and then he will be heartbroken....but still i'll be happy if he realises now that where he is trying to stick his nose!...The worst will be his reaction...all he'll do is smile or maybe laugh and say...."chodna yaar,as if i care...i knew sumthing of this sort will happen....i dont care for her anymore!!",but i know how painful it'll be for him....afterall he is like a bro to me....i know him more than anyone does and i hope that God will help him out....why is love sooo painful...hmmmppphh!!!

At last....

yes...atlast i've had my haircut!!!I was so damn scared...dint know how it wud look!Throughout i kept chanting to the hairdresser to maintain my length...GOSH...she was fed-up!!!!heehee..but the outcome was nice!I really liked wat she did....nd so did my friends,they were more pleased and happy than i was!!..hehe!!!I have realised that getting ur hair styled isnt a big deal!!!

Thanx shails nd ishu for opening my eyes!!!...lols!!!...love u 2 alot...muaah!!!

can anyone be as confused as i am??????

For me life is really...aarrggghhh!!!I am pretty focused in life...can take up major decisions!!!But why the hell can i not take certain simple decisions??Why the hell do i have to keep running to my friends or to mom for small things...for stupid reasons??.This really pisses me off.Many of my friends come to me for suggestions and i do help them out,but what the hell happens to me when its my chance to solve my own problems?Be it anything,i have to rush to others and thanks to my this attitude that half the world out there knows about my so called PERSONAL LIFE! (though there isn't anything interesting in it..hehe...STILL!!!).As many of my friends say...when it comes to me...i actually m more confused than aaa....dunno!(see...see...CONFUSION!..dunno whose name to write...hehe!).Now i am struggling with the idea of whether to go for a haircut or not!...wow!!!...wat a lovely thing...see..i am confused with this too.....oh god...pls help me out!!!!

PS: I just love this pic.....matches my confused mind...hehe!!!!

god!!!...wats wrong with me.I have actually started writing romantic stuff...cant believe it!..seriously!!...heehee! ;)

I'll wait for u....

Sometimes i feel that my friends are so damn lucky!It must be really gud to be in a relationship.I dont know,as i have never been in one....but atleast by the look of it,impressive!!!But i also wonder that will i be as happy as they are if i get into one??Not sure!Maybe yes....but the only condition is...i shud be with the one i LOVE....not with someone just for the sake of being in a relationship....sounds familiar?...it may..for some people!I just dont understand why people get into a relationship just for the sake of being into one...just cuz their frnds too have their respective partners and that they shudnt look out of place?? Puh-lease!...I personally find it insane and absolute crap!I mean c'mon,its something really good and special to b in a relationship...its meant to be with someone who is special and with whom u r happy!Being happy is the most important thing,if u just go around with someone who u just like and dont love....i doubt one will be happy for lifelong.Many people dont look forward for long relationships...they like it short and sweet....i mean hello!!!!!...wake up!!!...its not a game!Some of my friends find me funny regarding this thought of mine.....i dont care!I will never get into a relationship just for the sake of it....i'll make a commitment only to the person i love.....and i think i have found him and i m still waiting for the moment to come when i can convey my feelings to him.....after that it will be his decision,i wont ask him to make a commitment,i'll just tell him about my feelings!And if he says that he needs some time or that he just not interested...then the only thing i could do is that....

Baby i will wait for u....

cuz i dont know wat i else i can do....

don't tell me i ran out of time....

if it takes rest of my life....

baby i'll wait for u....

if u think i find it just ain't true...

i really need u in my life....

no matter what i have to do...

i'll wait for u.....

love,

neha.